Well... I see everyone has given up on xanga. Myspace isnt workin for me rite now so i'll juss stay with my little xanga for awhile.

Seeing that i haven't written in awhile i guess i'll juss update a lil:

I now have a car which I call "Big Baby" and my parents are lettin me drive on my own so i'm happy

I have been an employee at Krogers for about 2 weeks now...gettin paid, gettin paid.

I feel like I'm growin up and i like it

i've realized that workin at my new jobs wit kids from different schools that there is much more beyond Magnet. such as like people's personalities and generalized opinions

i think thats all. that felt good to come back to xanga. its always been so loyal to me. everybody else went and betrayed ol xanga wit myspace. geesh...anyways, i'm out.

a conversation with a special friend has led me to write an entry today.

I'm tired of constantly comparing myself to other ppl. It doesnt matter who it is, I'll always seem to find sumthin. like "they're cuter than me" or "they dress better than me." I find myself doin that whether they be at school in a store, or on tv. and its juss kinna hard when ur friends re-assure u that u have nuthin to worry about but ur not self-assured enuff to believe it. I've come to see that for years I've let ppl  bring my confidence down so i'm always thinkin that i'm not good enuff. i was never good enuff to be wit this guy, or get this award, or do this or do that.

I guess some ppl wont understand where i'm comin from with this cause i try to seem strong all the time but underneath the face my feelings and emotions are all crazy and ion kno how to handle em really.

no resolution to that...i juss felt like gettin that out there, really.

this week's gonna be sum interesting. ha.

pray for my juju bean he's in cali wit fam rite now. love u man!

hello everybody.

military ball was a complete success last night thanks to durty. i believe everybody had themselves a good time. few mishaps but all in all it was great. Met Trey's sister and father in person for the first time yesterday. Ernest got dat finga snap down boy lol. I got miss LET 3  so I was pretty happy and suprised about that. Durty was the Queen and I was proud of my future adopted-baby-mama. Bay Bay and 3 Feet did the thang and the dance floor was krunk the whole night. A certain freshman bust my damn lip tho cause dey was dancin wit dey damn shoes in dey hand and was swingin dey hands everywhere. Afterwards me and Trey juss drove around without a cause lol. Dis week is testin and i need to kinna study up because i have forgotten all biology...shoulda had us that dat last dang year. but anyways, i'm out...hollerz